Friday, June 09, 2006

Back In The US!

I just got back to the US yesterday, and I have a hell of a jetleg!
Anyways, I managed to get up at 8 this morning, in an attempt to start packing...but I have one major problem - I don't know where to start from!
I bought so many things and there are so many things I want to bring along, that there is no way it will all fit in 2 bags/suitcases and weigh less than 80 lbs.!!!
It is very ironic for me that I am happy to go into a non-materialistic society, but at the same time cannot imagine not bringing my materials along with me for an initial comfort...

I think this is the first time I am starting to freak out a little because I feel kind of helpless...
I know that I'll be fine with whatever I bring and that at the end I wont even use half of it...but there is a certain comfort in having things you want with you. I guess its a way of not thinking of the challenges ahead and filling your time with "things" rather than "emotions".

My room is a complete mess, my entire bed and its surrounding is filled with begs, and I have to go and sort through everything now :(
Wish me luck! I hope that my next update will be post-packing and happy :)

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